shows how much interest I have in Rated Next Generation dance crew on ABDC lol. I did not know they were from Washington ._. hahha

I wanna cry becaus eof how bad my grades are. This is not what I wanted them to be by the this time of the year. I’m in a rush to do everything this weekend and then turn it in. djghdlsghklsdghkljsdhgdshkglds. fml.

I have a class with Linda who has been my bestfriend since 2nd grade. But my FIRST ever bestfriend was Casey. I miss being so close to her ! There was a point in our lives that we were inseparable. We would play together during recces, hang out from time to time, go out to the mall or have a little sleep over. I miss it :( but we only really did those things once. The funny way how we met in kindergarten “Hey, you’rename is Stacy and my name is Casey. It rhymes !” loool. That’s what she said to me and ever since we were bestfriends. Now that we’re in our 2nd year of high school and going onto new and different things, we still have done the things we promised each other that we would do. We said we would hang out again and catch up last school year. The last time I was over at her house we were in 6th grade and I slept over at her house lol. Plus, her mom loves me x) hahah.

I feel like talking to her tomorrow about making plans in the summer to hang out and to catch up. I wanna look back at any old pictures that we have together and laugh about it lol. I know for a fact that her mom has a lot of pictures of us from when we were kids.

This is alll I want on my mind right now is to do all the homework I get from this point til the end of school year to be finish within the nigh or the next two nights. I keep procrastinating and not putting my full effort to get all A’s. My grades are like crap right now and I need to get my shit together by the end of next week because that is the deadline for some of my classes and I’m making that my personal deadline to get all my stuff in. I will only be out on the weekends to find a job, be friends to plan stuff for the moving up assembly, and doing our last projects.

Speaking of last projects. Just about all my classes I have a final project to do and turn in. I’m determined to get A’s and B’s and to end the school year on a good note.

I thought I had finished the hw that I needed to get done but noooo. I forgot about my little project in family health that’s due tmrw :| fml. I’m gonna end up being up alll night long.

so, I have somewhat of an accent sometimes to the point where it’s really noticeable. Well during my presentation in biology today…yeah, that’s when it came out LOL. Omgg. In my head I was thinking “Hmm, I think my accent is coming out again” but I just continued. Then when I got back to my seat I asked my friend behind me if my accent came out and she had the biggest grin on her face and started nodding and laughing lol. Mary was like “Dude, does it come out when you’re nervous or something ?” and honestly I don’t know when it comes out. It comes out so often that I don’t ever really worry about it. I need to work on that LOLOL.

FUCK OFF. I don’t wanna do driver’s ed already. Actually, I just want a job already so I can pay for the damn thing myself. I’m fucking tired of waiting and waiting and waiting to do and now my mom is telling me I can’t ? OKAY.Don’t get mad when you have to drive me around all the time. That’s your fault.

PLUS. My mom told me who won fucking american idol. THANKS FOR RUINING IT MOM -__- you and your stupid husband have been getting on my last damn nerve. I feel like fucking king kong right now, I wanna be so destructive right now because of how irritated I am. Fuuuuuuck. Why can’t I have a job already so I can pay for it myself ? Fml.